Milo, you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. My family was so incredibly lucky to receive a call about eleven years ago from a family friend that you had been left in the mountains by a terrible human being, alone and scared; that you needed a loving home. I remember picking you up from their house, and remember how cute and ( Read more... )

I don't know where to begin, other then by saying having an old dog is the hardest thing to experience. I'm afraid Milo won't make it through this week, especially with my mom gone until Saturday. It's getting more painful everyday to watch him not eat or drink, unless forced. It's also extremely difficult to see his slender, weak frame shake on a ( Read more... )

i am pathetic.

Here we are: nearly 5 months later with something to piss and moan about. I read my previous post, and the only thing that has changed since June is that I'm in ZERO bands at the moment, and I finally have a functioning, breathing, living, beautiful girlfriend. You WIN some, you lose some.

Since the last time I wrote in June, I was able to tour ( Read more... )

usually during and throughout the course of an eventual change in life, i like to write. it happens about every 3-5 months. this is one of those times. it's one of those times where shit is a little off. maybe you've lost some friends. maybe you've gained some, but not too many. maybe you're putting your life on hold to be in two serious and ( Read more... )

do what you love and fuck the fucking rest. you only have so much time to live as a statistic in this shitland of a country. make it worthwhile. money ain't shit, bitches ain't shit, jobs ain't shit, people ain't shit. keep the ones you love and annihilate the rest. keep it low-pro. the more beating hearts you know, the more fucked you become. don' ( Read more... )

it's phase one of maturing and standing up for myself. it's here, and it's as welcoming as ever. sure, there are a few consequences, but i'll manage: phase one of eliminating all cancers, eliminating all of the bad seeds, eliminating those who bring you down, those who judge you unfairly, and those who bring others down, although most of them are ( Read more... )

i just found out my friend who moved to iowa for college just met barack obama. i still have no idea who i am going to vote for in this election. i'm such a fraudulent citizen. i know nothing about anything important. yes of course, i know when the next blacklisted show is before anyone else does, with all local openers included, but that's not ( Read more... )

it's 5:30 in the morning and i have yet to sleep. i'm currently out of my mind. these types of things don't belong on myspace, which is why it's not on there. it's less personal. this is the first time i've wrote about myself in ages. we'll see how it goes. this is really for my own personal enjoyment and to kill time. three people will probably ( Read more... )

the jackson sparked my old love for this old thing called livejournal. thanks pal. anyway, things are changing; it is completely heart-wrenching and i'm the only one out of anyone i know who seems to be affected by it. i am finding new friends, new people that i like to spend time with, and i'm slowly shoving away the people who i love more than ( Read more... )