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Its been a while journal. Tonight i feel lost. Making a desicion for 4 years is a long time. I dont have the commitment.

I come home in 2 days. Im happy about it. I realized how much Ill miss here. Its werid when your patrents cant parent you and you grow up. Independace. It like it, alot. I dont like how hot it is here though. yucky its so Humid but I will love it for tmorrow is the last day i will be here, wow. When you make a home for yourlself for a year in a ( Read more... )

Oh I forgot, I ate raw chiken today with soy sause. yum yum.

6 days 6 days 6 days woohoo. Pretty excited to go home. Sent 2 boxes home today cost 150 bucks, but Rotary pays good people eh? Friday I had my Rotary meeting. didnt get my ipod, got a pearl necklace that i dont know what to do with, but hey, im grateful for my pearl necklace...sort of. They gave me a ukata too. I like that. Packings nice. like a ( Read more... )

last full day of fucking Japanese high school. Something that i wont really be missing. My english club is having a party for me. I will miss them. Just not the way i have to spend 7 hours of a day in the same desk doodding and reading for never ending periods of time. I get my Ukata tonight (like a kimono, only lighter for summer) Im excited.

My boyfriend is a nice one who makes me feel very good. Hes really good at making things better.

I love you.

10 days. there going by too slow. So yesterday was sports day. I was so worried i was gunna fall like jumping hurdles, but then I fell while i was walking and scrapped up my knee. I am so damn stupid. Pretty excited for this exchange to be over. Get back to life. Get a job. Learn how to do Slope and basic algebra again. Maybe learn how to spell.

20 Days Left and it feels Really good. Maybe its bad that im so excited to get home. Like my host family is all sad that i only have 20 more days and blah blah blah, but you know what...I cant wait to get home!! Sure, Ill miss Japan and its Japanyness and Flea Marquets and Food and Speaking the langauge. But i sure as hell wont miss school or ( Read more... )

Today we ran a Kilometer and a half, I feel like death. Japanese girls run fast. Nothings new, changed host families, live in a Buddist Temple. I feel so sick blahhhh. Come home in 47 days. Thats pretty neat. School sucks. I have to give a speech on Sunday to really inportant Rotary people. Thats Lame. Im going to the world fair in June. That ( Read more... )