Ramblings of the Tired Mind.

[vaivata]

Just some thoughts i had last night, while trying to fall asllep. It did'nt work to well, so i wrote some shit out, and this is some of it.
You see, I have to take heavy pills to sleep at night. I don't like it, but it must be done. My mind plays tricks on my sleeping pattern. I must have a very screw up pattern. One night i can sleep for three

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[josineinfinland]

'One night i can sleep for three hours and be fine the next morning, or a seperate night i can get seven and be drained. I have even come to realise, i turn my alarm off, in a sleep-like state, unknowingly, until i later awake. I try to catch myself at it, but it is seemingly impossible.'

wow, that sounds sooo like me! 0_o

[vaivata]

Is'nt it screwed up and annoying as hell! Man it drives ime in to premature insanity, and i am not supposed to insane until lunch time!

[josineinfinland]

yesss its horrible, i have so much trouble falling asleep and also waking up, i just DONT till someone wakes me haha. i have these herbal pills with melatonine in it, they kinda help the relaxing part but they wont make me fall asleep. when i really NEED to sleep i take some valium, but yeah dont wanna use that on a regular base. ive been having sleeping trouble all my life so i dont think theres any hope for me haha!

[vaivata]

Ya i never sleep good either. According to doctor, i have chronic insomnia and i have had it since i was around 8. The doctor perscribes pills, but they don't work as i have said in my journal. Valium does'nt work well either but that mix i found works well.