things are finally better again
after 7 weeks of torture and pain i stopped my homeopathic treatment for my skin
friday i went to my parents to take a bath and i completely broke down
my skin was so bad that i couldnt think anymore
i wanted to go to hospital
i showed my mom and she told me to go to my doctor (the one that i always been to since i was a ( Read more... )

the second vanny track is ready and up on my myspace page, its called "in my tortured dreams"... i think its awesome, i'm really happy with the way it turned out.... now we're looking for someone who wants to put these tracks out, we're thinking about a 7"...

saturday i went to steven and heidelien's house, we recorded some new gigglin dildas stuff ( Read more... )

my schedule is completely flipped again, i go to bed at 8am and get out at 8pm... i'm just so comfortable in bed, its hard to get myself to get up cause then the taking care of the skin has to happen and its still a struggle, although today it kinda felt like it was better, fingers crossed and hopefully it keeps getting better...

friday night i went ( Read more... )

there's a new track up on my mypsace page, together with
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i'm stupid, i just found out that they're showing carnivale on tv here, on canvas, and right now episode 22 is on... i've been trying to download those series, but its so big and with the stupid upload and downloadcaps here i havent been able to finish the download... now i realise i couldve just watched it on tv...

a present i gave myself today

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i've been working this week at the volvo factory, early shift from 5am till 1.30pm, that was torture, i just couldnt get myself to sleep so early, slept 6 hours in two days... the job itself was pretty laidback, i even had time to read my illuminatus trilogy book (not all of it cause its 800 pages, but a good bit ( Read more... )

this is where i wanna go to to celebrate my birthday this saturday, unfortunately i'm on the other side of the ocean! BLEH!!


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i feel trapped in my own body... its hard to explain... it feels like i'm making too much new skin too fast, and my body cant  cope... i havent taken any medication for 9 days now, now itchypills, no special cream, no nothing... i just hope this will all get better soon, i need to wash of dead skin all the time, i'm practically living in the shower ( Read more... )

i have to go work this afternoon, from 2 till 10pm... same thing as i did last fridaynight... but now i'm taking stuff to listen to with me! didnt know that i could first, but everybody was working there with little headphones on... i'm taking "robert anton wilson explains everything" with me today, that'll make time past fast!