I <3 my job!

I am Valeria

I am a plague

I go through rapid cycling of materialism and anti-materialism

It changes month by month

I am type o negative

I give to all

But only those like me can give to me.

It is a sad but beautiful truth.

In my make-up bag

Is hidden

A pregnancy test.

A beer opener.

I need a breathalyzer to erase my anxiety;

Driving on highways at night

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Photo Intern

About the internship
As a Nerve photo intern, you will help with all aspects of editorial production for the online magazine: researching new talent, calling in books, editing and formatting images, organizing the archives and photo library, brainstorming future story ideas, and organizing shoots. The position is hands-on, and is a good ( Read more... )

hi, my eyes are swollen today. i think it's an allergy. it must be something i ate. actually i think i'm dying. well, my face is all fucked up. what could it be?!? god, i wish i was a doctor.

ahhhhh

my family is so diverse and strange and complicated. even if they are only temporary family. ughf. i feel nauseus. I am taking health supplements, but are they working? i am taking digestive enzymes to help with my bloating. I am going to yoga and pilates. goodbye.

mirror neurons
a thought for today.

i have been dragged through the mud of youth
the desolation of survival
the desperation of fleeting youth

let us bathe in rivers of chaos
until our skins fall off
we will be more beautiful.

I have dissociated and decayed away

Where have I been?

I have discarded my filthy skin.

Running on low empty

I have

Lost most of everything

Ever valuable

Least used

What I have read I forgot.

Months ago I could still feel

Covering up my eyes

With film reels.

I can’t even do that.

Let my roots dangle down

To open sores

No more stereotypes

I will implore no ( Read more... )

i am big boned and fey.

in the dirt of the day

and in the dust of the day.

today I learned about:

binaural beats!

today

I am trying to make a big decision.

today I am scared of failure.

binaural beats. neurofeedback. brainwave entrainment.Electroencephalography.

delta.theta.alpha.beta.gamma. sound! biological artifacts. look! I heard the ocean today.

Electromagnetic resonance

oh my goodness, I am in love, with science.

it's Thanksgving break and I have been doing homework nonstop. And i cant even do it half-assed. It has to be actually good because my professor is so stuck up with all these proper english rules and nonsense. Well, those rules never helped anyone achieve anything worthwhile ( Read more... )