low blows and dick moves are getting old.

cant wait to get away for a night on saturday.

this could be my last days.

I learned two things today ( Read more... )

i don't really want to tell the whole story right this seond...but basically, I found a kitty ( Read more... )

Yesterday was really odd. Coy told me they band is probably going on tour for about 8 months out of the year starting soon. He asked if i'd be ok with that, as if it were an option.

Yeah, I'll be ok.

will he? will we?

today was very productive. My mom helped me to fix up the burnt parts of the bathroom ( Read more... )

feeling ever. I'm okay. I am, however seriously down. Why is out of all 32 places I've applied to, not a single one can call me back, answer the phone, respond, or hire me ( Read more... )

i've got it close now... down to 6 seriously possibilities. I'd list them but I don't want to jinx myself. I have to apply for 4 of them still....eeek ( Read more... )

stressed out. I've applied to many many places, (I have a list) most of which don't call me back, or are not hiring. Tension is growing quickly, if i dont do something quick its going to get worse ( Read more... )

i feel terrible. i hope its all in my head.

i'm sick. And alone. and lonely. yep, another silly entry ( Read more... )