I love Christmas. It's so nostalgic, but I notice that with every year that passes, a little more sadness comes. Everyone says that's normal, so I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing. I love the feeling. It reminds me of being a kid, a teenager, an adult. It's just life. I don't know how to explain it. It makes you appreciate everything so ( Read more... )

Hmm... I don't think I know anyone in Virginia or The Bronx. Funny.

I had fun last night, I love you friend!! You are always there when I need you and know how to say all the right things to me ( Read more... )

I was going through my old livejournal today, trying to set all the entries to private, because they're so embarrassing. LJ should really have an option to set all the entries private. In any case, some of the entries really make me cringe. Between the sappy relationships in conjunction with heavy drama, high School, the blatant swearing every ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very alone tonight.

Tell me I need a life, but I'm more upset about this than I was about the Nick and Jessica split! Wtf, man? Shanna/Travis Split

For the past 3 nights I've been having these crazy dreams. I kind of feel like my mind is being invaded by a person that isn't welcome in my thoughts. It's dissapointing when you can't even escape reality by dreaming. I'm very torn. I feel like a child who doesn't know right from wrong yet. I don't know what to do about everything anymore, but I'm ( Read more... )

I feel like a terrible mom for weaning Landon.

He was doing fine, but now that I'm completely giving him formula, he's waking up screaming and I don't know what to do. I feel awful.

I don't think PMSing ontop of the hormones from weaning are helping either.

Happy Birthday, Tom. I've been thinking alot about you lately. I really miss you...

Love always,
Valerie ♥

there are moments when i know it
and the world revolves around us
and we're keeping it
keeping it all going
this delicate balance
vulnerable
all knowing

Everything should be fine now...

So why do I feel so shitty?