New journal:: lostbeauty784

add me. i'll add you.

i read it. i finished it. wow. i want a fucking edward cullen to rescue me.

fascinating. i can't wait to start new moon tomorrow after work.

It's funny that summer is slowly coming to an end. To be honest, it wasn't a memorable one at all, but at the same time, I know I'll never forget it. I was talking to Char's ma the other night, and she asked me how I was doing, and looked like she was going to cry for me. She said something along the lines of this summer being a different summer ( Read more... )

My dad left this morning. I heard him packing when I woke up. He was throwing shit around and I had to get to work. I didn't have the nerve to say goodbye. My mom and him were fighting last night, and he came in here asking if I was awake and I pretended to be asleep because I didn't want to get involved. He came back a few minutes later saying, " ( Read more... )

this book will always open up my eyes.

" so this is my life. and i want you to know that i am both happy and sad. and i'm still trying to figure out how that could be."

I don't really get it. I think about him every day, almost constantly. I don't understand how you can go from talking to someone every single day for two and a half years to not talking to them at all. I never hear from him, unless it's about my xbox or my computer ( Read more... )

I don't miss who you are, I miss who I thought you were.

Is it too soon to be feeling these feelings for someone else?

i can't believe you left me.
i can't believe how easy it was for you to walk away.
i can't believe you don't love me anymore.

what did i do wrong?

February 8th is usually a day that brings a little sadness into my heart. It was John's birthday, so whenever it comes around my mind gets flooded with thoughts of him. That's how yesterday morning started, being a tad depressed and upset until I received a text message from Jonesy around 10 am. Kate was having Lily Marie. She was born yesterday at ( Read more... )