wad can i say? a birthday surprise tt was planned long ago but have also been thinking for equally long whether shld i proceed wif tt plan anot. it seems like im still living in ytd, i couldnt shake off everything off my mind, the bads and the goods, but mostly the bads la.

silly silly me. am i? i dunno myself either. he asked me along tonight, but ( Read more... )

i decided to call it off.. decided to end our more than a fren less than a gf rs.. decided to let go of the memories and you.. after so long.. 3 more days would be a yr we broke off.. i've been clinging on for nearly a yr, it's enough ( Read more... )

has been contacting mr lazy recently. chatted wif him on the phone tt day for 1 hour plus. we talked about the past, talked about the present and lastly the future. wad we had wanted to fulfill in the past has n0t happen, so how can we anticipate for the future? never really go think abt it, n0t wanting to add trivial matters into my life or ( Read more... )

hasnt been seeing him online for a couple of days, wondering how is he. went to see his friendster, he didnt logged in either. went to my friendster message and check up the message he send me on nov 10th. it's a huge difference btw tat period till 10th of dec. mine and onli mine u said. but one month later, i decided to let u go again, letting u ( Read more... )

each time if u ever came into my mind, the scene that i've saw u wif her will come following in. it will once remind me of how silly i was and thus motivated me to drift away from u. much further than i expected it to be. i know i wouldnt ever speak to u again, why i dunno. sometimes i reali wonder, why would u come talking to me again? trying to ( Read more... )