dearest angela and jeri,
i miss you two entirely too much. my heart aches for my lovers. be with me <333

-diana

 so many hearts, so many paths, so many transitions.

2010's theme is:  WHAT THE AICH AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE AND WHERE AM I GOING AND WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?

the waiting sucks. the moving, the healing, the dealing, the breaking. the relapse is horrifying and endless.
 but at the end of the day, it's the fabric, the thread that weaves the tapestry of ( Read more... )

almost well over 6 months that i've written a single thing. here's what i have to say:

despite all the tears, all the heartbreak, all the hurt... it happened. i don't regret it, i don't regret being hurt or upset or angry. i don't regret any of it. it made me stronger, it made me wiser, it made me think and analyze and try to understand.

i reached ( Read more... )

i fucking hate children. i give you donuts, i hate donuts. i hate rebounds, i hate replacements. i hate disney, i HATE gain, i hate pandas, i hate ceiling fans, i hate chicken nuggets, i hate slims, i hate marching bands, i hate indeed, i hate blessings and curses, i hate christopher, i hate burrowing, i hate benfolds especially the luckiest, i ( Read more... )

Carmina Burana

i'm going to wash MY CAR now.
woo

tonight. God. please.

i AM willing to compromise.

it's all so complicated. first it's you, then it's them. you think you're the cuckoo one, but the other is just as bananas as you.
i just wish that i could fix it all.
hmph.

i love SODA