to texas and i feel about as lonely as my livejournal page does.... hmmmppfff... what the fuck.... i guess it feels better to talk to someone(myself) on here then to no one at all......

you have brought me a new light, every year you do.. i love all the friends that go and i get to see..... though my liver hates me, im sure at one point this week, it will forgive me.... :)

what the fucking fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck
fuck
fuck

all men are stupid assholes
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wow, i cannot believe that in 3 days it will be exactly a year since i have wrote in this thing?? im glad that horrible part of my life is over, and i can get honstly say that i have great friends and that boys will never be able to ruin me again...

so quote of the day...
shot time, heres to virgins and nunns, thanks for nothing... :)

i have never been soo lonely in a long time, but this years x-mas was almost unbearable, and it scared me ( Read more... )

what the hell is going on!!! i get broke up with, then he still calls and txts me..... what is that shit... its not like i can just ignore him.... ugh....then he calls tonight, which is random as shit, tells me hes fucked up in the head, and hes going to fix it and change.... but we still live to far.. doesnt want to be with out me type shit... its ( Read more... )

so ive completely had the worst like 4 days ever! pre thanksgiving, i had to talk my friend out of suicide at 3 in the morning, i cryed for like 3 hours.. then thanksgiving day, i actually had alot of fun, other then the fact that i needed to go to the dr cuz i was sick, until me and my mom left my sister and then came home.. tucker got drunk and ( Read more... )

it scares me that i think im in love with someone whom ive only been with for about a month...
which really isnt me, i dont do the whole boyfriend thing.. its crazy... i trust him and he really does have my whole heart.... i guess we have lots of time to grow... :)

but i miss him soo much when hes not around.....

i cant rememeber the last time i actually felt things the way i do now... hurts for just thinking i might of upset him, makes me sad when he tells me things like im pretty much in love with you but im scared you will leave me ( Read more... )

i just come to realize that my best friends that i have had since i was like 10 arent even my friends anymore... its kinda depressing when you think about it.. anywho ( Read more... )