OH, WELL!!!!

Sometimes I look back on my life and love what I have. At other times, I see me here and now and wish I were different. All in all, I want to be who I want to be with who I want. To be able to be me but not "me" and be able to love someone with all my heart.

Hmmm, dreams!

PA Ren Faire was amazing! Had alot of fun, spent most of my money on Alicia's birthday gifts and then got me a gift: an awsome double baton blade!

On the way to Panda's house, my parents texted me and told me that they/we are moving to Wyoming.
So even though we won't be in Texas anymore, it is all right. I have never actually lived outside of Texas ( Read more... )

So I started meditating again, now I feel really great! Reading days was stressfull, don't really know why, it might have been because I didn't get anything done. But now I'm good, yay ( Read more... )

Comfort

A word that holds promise.
A word that holds hope.
A word that describes you.

A description of safety.
A description of home.
A description of you.

Comfort, hope, home.
A tie between you and me
That binds heart and mind.

A wish and hope that my heart
Will combine with yours.
A wish and a hope that a kiss
Will entwine our souls.
A wish and hope that ( Read more... )

You know, some times, I really don't like myself all that much...

I do like the fact that I go to talk to alot of people that I haven't talked to in a while... yepee!

I just spend the last two hours digging Misquite tree thorns out of my flesh with a knife, tweezers, and a needle... Grrr. Oh, and I finally got hit by a paintball - my hand, temple, upper arm, and a matching one underneth (I have no idea how that one got there!), and on my back rib cage.

So yesterday was my first club experience. I went to a gay ( Read more... )

So here I am at my brother's house, babysiting the baby. It's ok but my nieces are a bit spoiled and misbehave alot, except when they are with my brother alone. Not to actually talk badly about my sis-in-law but my being here is actually making the little one a little less pouty because she isn't always getting what she wants and crying doesn't ( Read more... )

Why is it that I, someone who never gets interested in TV shows, gets interested when her friends have her watch a few shows, after she starts college?

There has been Lost... grr, can't wait 'till January ... grr!

Then there was Firefly, which I still need to see the last disk and finish the series.

Now there's The L Word!

So yesterday I was at Best ( Read more... )

There is a bit storm right now going on outside so this post is going to be short - I wanna play!

This weekend was cool. I had a Jewish Saturday, don't know why but I was stuck in a Catholic church for my grandparent's 60th anniversary celebration and I couldn't help but picking out sentances that the priest was using and thinking about reactions ( Read more... )