Wow! I so forgot I had this account! I've been thinking about posting for a while but, LIFE!

Two men holding me... kissing

Need I say more?

( Ok, maybe I should! )

Ahh, what happened and why do I do horrible things when I'm drunk?

So today is my third attempt at an all nighter. I hope to not fall asleep at all because it is kinda bugging me that I can't wake up to my alarms. I should be writing one of my many papers right now but instead, decided to post some news, not that there is much to post ( Read more... )

So I just need to scream right now and feel like curling up in a little ball. I'm so confused and confusing. So, just so that I don't hurt your cyber ears, I warn you now...

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Well, the real thing would be better but that works for now... I hope.

Arrrrgggggghh!!!

Grumble, grumble, grumble!!!

I hate FACILITIES!!!

So is it a bad thing when you are in love with someone and you know  that it isn't ever going to work out, but for two years and still counting you continue to have a shred of hope until one day a very serious message comes to your door step and you try to help that person but you really can't let things not get personal between you? Is it bad that ( Read more... )

There comes a time when your eyes start to open after being closed for so long and you think, "What am I doing here? What happened to the past few months of my life? Who and why is there someone next to me right now What happened to the people I love ( Read more... )

So I have been thinking about people a lot and realized that I haven't spent that much time with the people that are really my friends. Speaking of, I'm not even sure if they are right now because I haven't been spending time with them. I love Alicia to death but I haven't been spending time in my room and I don't like that but I don't want to ( Read more... )

 So tomorrow is going to be a week since Halloween. It feels like it has been forever since I started going out with Alex. I don't really know why but if feels like we have been together for almost a year instead of just a week. I still can't help but get little dreams and thoughts in my head that tell me to run and never look back, and that if I ( Read more... )