thinks arnt happening the way i thought they would happen. Im not happy at all right now. I feel like someone just kicked me in the heart and told me to chose between what i know and love, and door number 2. Sure, what i know and love would be my immidiate answer...but i have no idea whats behind door number 2, and ive always wanted to know, i jsut ( Read more... )

i honestly dont understand how someone can act so cold and cruel to another human being. especially a human that that person loves and cares for ( Read more... )

it's 6:08 in the am and here i am...wide awake. i tried to go to bed early...(early being 4 am...thats a lot earlier than i have been going to bed lately) by taking a melatonin...which worked..kind of, it made me tired but i just kept waking up, its like for the last two hours ive been half awake.....this happend last time i took a melatonin. guess ( Read more... )

god i feel annoyed right now ( Read more... )

I WIN!!! YES!!!! AND I HAVE THIS CRAZY EXPRESSION ON MY FACE TO PROVE IT! HOORAYYY!


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I WIN! I HAVE A CRAZY FACE!!! AAHHHGGGG!


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i had such a shitty night. and such a shitty morning. And apparently my "negativity" is fucking me up. I dont get it. I dont know what im supposed to do. Its just really shitty right now. I thought things would get better once i moved to Guadalajara, and they kind of are..just...not like i thought it would be. I hope it gets better though. Im not ( Read more... )

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2 in the last week and a half. its been crazy and frusterating time these last 2 weeks. Im glad its almost over. Too much to write but basically got screwed over a half a dozen times in moving and trying to find a place to live. Im finally here though. in my new home for the next year ( Read more... )

i hate getting into ridiculous arguments over stupid shit. Its so annoying. Then a couple hours later when no one has resolved or talked about it, its time for bed...i cant sleep now? How can he sleep? I wish it were that easy for me to dismiss the other person who is sitting in bed waiting to talk or waiting for something. I dont know. Now im here ( Read more... )