so i really suck at journaling anymore. ALOT has happened in these past months (since sept. 2006... lol ( Read more... )

yup, I am the happiest I could be right now :) This is all thanks to Mark. Mark has been my boyfriend since August 18th. I had needed someone to join me on my dad's yearly trip to the waterpark cause of Icka needing to be on bedrest and Sef's broken wrist. I was at MedPro (where my mom, his friend Rich and he work, Rich got him the job) and all GAH ( Read more... )

got a call today from my temp service for a job just for tomorrow, but it's still work so YAY! THEN! i got a call back from the Hallmark I applied at yesterday for an interview on Saturday... so far so good :) If I get that, I'll just have to tell Kelly I need to work around that or something *does a little dance* wish me lucks!!!

some bad shit has just come up in my life... and it might have effected others if i find out it's true.... i'm scared and confused and so fucking sorry anything happened... apparently everything i touch turns to shit... and i'm sorry my bad luck possibly rubbed off on others...

i don't know what to do... hopefully i find out info soon or something

okay... hell hath froze over... I will be getting an A in my MGMT346-Business Communications class. This is hell freezing because 1)I haven't had anything over a C in any Business class yet and 2)I've never done well in a communications class, lol, writing formal stuff isn't my thing, fiction is my thing. This also goes with hell freezing cause I ( Read more... )

i'm confused, i'm lonely, and i feel like i'm mentally abusing myself ( Read more... )

http://www.sinfest.net/d/20060315.html

go there, it's totally me

btw, things are okay now a bit... sorta, lol... been worse

Place to live next semester ( Read more... )

i forgot to tell you all (or update at all really... anyway) that Icka's friend Martin gave me a hug and told me I was pretty the other day when i looked like ass picking up Icka to come to my school and get ready for Rocky, and i DIDN'T jack him in the face! (no offense if you read this Martin, but you know I hated you, lol) That's how down I've ( Read more... )

Why he's so nice ( Read more... )