this is unusual even though i got held back i still graduate in 2008. dont know how thatworks out but im happy as all hell about it. just makes it that much quicker to moving away from this hell hole of a town. i havent been happy for a long time but thats gonna change this summer because tyler is coming back up here. i got to see my uncle pat ( Read more... )

haha i'm back. just had to take a break this really isnt that much fun anymore. sometimes i just wonder about some people i know cause they get really wierd them all of a sudden they get really freaky nice. ah thats just school for ya. i got held back a year so that sucks ass but i'm dealing with it and so are all my friends.

hes gone. tyler is gone.im never gonna see him again.damn it i loved him why of all people did it have to be him i love. my heart stoped beating in your eyes i lost place im melting in your eyes just stay lay with me now every second im without you im a mess learning how to love could stay a while that i caught fire lets sleep till the sun burns ( Read more... )

sense my giant of a friend kyle graduated this year as well as my brother the summer is fucking boring. i miss my bestfriend TYLER. but heres the thing we actually spent more time together than with our friends. im prou to say that all of my friends are gothic. i can not stand preps. oh do they annoy me so badsometiimes i just wnat to walk up to ( Read more... )

Chaos, Panik und Unordnung... meine Arbeit ist hier gemacht. dont pissen mich ab im Laufen aus Orten, die Körper zu verstecken.Fehler sind andere werden getadelt werden gemacht worden.Alt zu werden, ist erforderlich aufwachsen ist wahlfrei.Ich leidet dont an Wahnsinn, den ich jede Minute davon genieße.Sein kein Bier räumt seine eine flüssige ( Read more... )

4 and a half songs later i finally figured out why i wrote them. i wrote them when i was mad because i felt hurt and confused that people hate me. what did i do im not a bad person im just anti-social agressive extremely short temper span

1. we laugh at the stupid things ( Read more... )

ok here is what i think about guys. they are good for helping with somethings. they suck at somethings. they can break your heart and make you cry a river of a thousand tears. i hate guys right now. i dont hate anyone inparticular i just hate guys rightnow. makes me wonder why they are so stupid

hello everybody. i got glasses cause im blind as a bat without them. i run into things that i cant see up close. it fucking sucks ass.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.yeah hes a whole hell of a lot taller than me but i still love him. i like playing with my remote control car too. i like kissing my boyfriend.i hate when people lie to me. i hate people who leave without saying goodbye. i miss my uncle he leaves back for over seas in 2 days and it hurts to know he doesnt wanna see me anymore. i ( Read more... )