Yesterday a friend of mine said something that made me think. Something about my bestfriends like are they a really good friend? A friend that would never betray you. A friend that would never backstab you or hurt you in any way. There's something in her eyes that look like she wants to say something but decided against it. It really made me wonder ( Read more... )

I've always hated silence. Sometimes I like it sometimes I don't. When I couldn't go to sleep I'd spent most of the night starring at the ceiling, just thinking. My mind would wonder, imagination run wild and that would cause me to act out. I feel so empty inside. I cried so hard today until there no more tears and now its replace by pain. No one ( Read more... )

Lately people around me has been asking me when I'm going to have a boyfriend. It seems that they can't wait for me to be in a relationship because they wanna see how I handled it. Some of them even said I'm so fussy and choosie that I will never have a boyfriend ..ever! I deny it every time. But now I'm just gonna say that YES I am choosie. I'm ( Read more... )

You Are a Visionary Soul
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Did I tell you how happy I am when I got that perfume from Elizabeth Arden? My cousin bought it for me for my birthday which was last month. But whatever as long as I have it.

I really need someone to have a nice long conversation with. That won't try to tell me what to do or when to do. Basically anything. I just want someone to lean on, to cry and tell them everything I'm currently feeling. Whether its about the past or present. I've been holding a lot in and it's eating me away. Each day I get more depressed. I don't ( Read more... )

I absolutely hate pessimism but I can't help thinking that's all I am in my head. I'm always thinking negative things especially when things got out of hand. Usually I try not think about it and just do something that will make me totally forget about it like hanging out with my friends, online or whatever and it works. But now ..I just can't seem ( Read more... )

Just hanging out with them made me the happiest person ever. I can't even describe it but I love spending time with them even its just for awhile. Me and my friends spent the whole hour in the car just talking and laughing. I just wished the moment never ends. I hope they will never leave me stranded just like someone did to me before. I don't ( Read more... )

Truthfully, I have no real bestfriends. And if I do ..I have a feeling that they didn't even think the same about me. I've always thought Rohy was my real first bestfriend. But then she betrayed me. She just left me without a word and BOOM ..she has a new bestfriend. Oh and did I mention she has two after she ditched me? I was crushed and ( Read more... )