So this will b ey last entrie for a couple days. Aww how sad you cant read about my pathetic semi amusing life for 3 days. I have been dreaming alot latley, and boy i have had some really fucken weird ones. like last night this lady was trying to kill me because i wore brown nail polish. and then my mom was keeping 4 puppies captive in a trash can ( Read more... )

Ok i made a big entry and it erased it all so i dont have the patience to write the whole damn thing again. so here is a summery ( Read more... )

so yesterdayi went to the karate dinner and i started to get a headache. All the people who i knew that i actualy liked. Where getting there belts presented to themso i just sat by myself in a corner. I hadnt eaten all day excpt for a smoothie and a bagel that morning. so when everyone could finally eat(2 hours late) i had 2 pieces of pizza and ( Read more... )

greg is such an asshole. at church last night, he didnt say hi to me and then i came up and asked if he was mad at me. he said nio and in a dead serious tone he said, i just am normal. and im like is that an insult. and he said no..... and then i walked away and he was ye;lling at me all of capture the flag. how could i have ever liked him. and it ( Read more... )

funny how this is my least favorite song, but i guess i am my least favorite person

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Vanilla sky. an excellent movie. it made me think...if i had the chance to live a dream i could control, after i died. would i? i could be happy, i could be rich, i could be with whom ever i could choose...but i dont think i would. crazy as it is. i just feel that an unconcious death is natural. and totall hapiness wouldnt make me happy. i went to ( Read more... )

think i have updated enough already. guess again! eeeek. kelly and ryan adams music not a good mix. make kelly dance. crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jump rope, jump up woooooooooooooooo. haha bored and dancing. wish u could see me shake my thing. i gots my sexual expression. ha ha ha.
later fuckers.

this isnt a bad thing....but everday it gets worse and worse.

i want to do something. exciting. i cant explain enough how bored i am. same old movie theater ,same old people.(thats that isnt an insult). that picture of malibu keeps flashing in my mind. i want to sit on the cliff and just spend my time just sitting, thinking, maybe alnone, maybe not ( Read more... )

i forgot to ask will/does anyone want to go see......

the ditillers playing at the henry fonda theater on 4-24
or Gary Jules 3-21 at the troubadour?
i really wants to go.