me and cole are freinds again:/ he can be so mean to people an dthat really bothers me. I went driving on the coast of malibu yesterday. It was so scary. ok so marlin(the teacher guy) was like follow that car we are going to go to this really amazing gated community along the clifs. so i followed it and then the gate was closing so marlin yelled ( Read more... )

i cant tell you enough how much this song i feel is me ( Read more... )

i got 3 new icons because lindsey is the greatest person in the entire world. yesterday i went over to her house and we made them. yesterday at school was ummm, it could have been a whole lot better. it rained. today i have detention. fun. and then grappling. fun. guess wich one is sarcastic? i drew in contemperary. it was good. im trying to act ( Read more... )

saturday was hell. sunday was another day in it. and sunday night was a totall disaster.lets just say somebody told me to change who i am as a person. like my interests and what i enjoy doing. and when u fuck with me in the one thing i enjoy, which is my abnormallity. i go berzerk. and then someone else o stepped in a tried to make the situation ( Read more... )

last night i spent the night at saras. i cried myself to sleep at 4:30 am. her parents said i am a bad influence on her. and her dad came in and yelled at me. he made us sleep in two seperate rooms. so i slept in saras room and couldnt stop crying. the whole thing at comedy sports, her parents, and just everything, finding out about greg, and other ( Read more... )

yeah tonight i thought it was going to be fun....i guess i was wrong. i took to much meds. i acted like a dipshit. no wonder why people stare at me. or hate me.