yesterday was the greates day of my life. i went to this show at hobgood park were two of my buddies bands were playin and for once i got to be me. i was in about 26 mosh pits. i climbed the fuckin stage rafters and was headbangin from like 20 feet over everybody. i ticked, raved, and danced. it was fuckin awesome. i was finally free inside i let ( Read more... )

i give up. wats da point? i dont care about anything anymore. fuckit im gonna go get drunk and roll. it may drug indused happiness but its good enough

alisa can u tell me something? do u still want to hang out with me anymore? i mean i would still like to cus id rather have u as a friend then nothing at all. but its up to u. i just hope you say yes.

most people know that i promised this 1 girl that i was gonna get back wit her in febuary when she turned 18 but i realized a few things recently. 1. she has completly changed from the person i knew. 2. she is jus becoming more and more distent from the things that matter in her life, and she knows but doesnt care. so i gave up on her and decided ( Read more... )

i realized my dream tonight while i was thinkin bout somethin. and i advise everybody that if they have a dream, wat ever it maybe, go for it or you'll regret it later i know i will if i dont try soon. i need to talk to someone about somethin as soon as possible so if u get a call from me be ready to talk.

well looks as if ive fucked up everything and everybody life. well atleast thats wat im keep being told. so now theres only one thing to do..............EVERYBODY THAT'S GOT A MOTHER FUCKIN PROBLEM WIT ME CAN FUCK OFF. if u got a problem wit me i dont need u in my life so get the hell out of it. if u got a problem wit me then tell me now!! if i ( Read more... )

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my body is plit between two sides light and dark. my light side has just delt wit to much shit and is about to have a breakdown. but my brain shuts that side of and lets it recharge, while that happens my dark side will take over and i will become someone i dont like. the problem is i dont know if i can stop it intime. so please everybody help me ( Read more... )