Well, Jan.1, 2004 is like 2 days away and it doesn't even feel like Christmas is even supposed to be here yet, let alone New Years. I'm contemplating on doing a recap of my life in 2003, but I don't really know if I should...might scare some of you. I just hope to put this year WAAAAAAYYYY behind me...and hope that I don't have another year like ( Read more... )

Why do emotions exist? Why does love exist? It's so damaging anyway...You love "too much" (as if too much love could is anything but good) people...especially family tell you to stop caring...and when you don't ...they damage your face to everyone else that you love. Soon enough...all the people you love don't love you anymore. So, why love at ( Read more... )

I'm just about on my way to my mother's...who's being a crank. Jeremy can't even go with me because she's insisting that my step sis, Iris just HAS to be there...and Jeremy refuses to be around her...because she tends to implicate those male around her ( Read more... )

Yes...I'm in denial...it can't be x-mas yet......I'm not mentally prepared or ready for it...yes, I only have 2 presents left to buy, but that doesn't mean that I want to pass them out yet ( Read more... )

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Happy Birthday, Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukah, Happy Kwanza.....and a merry other Snow holidays to you all. I know they're out there......I'm just not sure of what they're called ( Read more... )

HI......just how are all you guys?????? I'm presently trying to get some food ready for tomarrow......and I've been drinking some wine.only because I'm drinking the rest of what I haven't used for cooking........ funny, huh ( Read more... )

I can't believe thanksgiving is this thursday. I have to make a carrot cake, and I'm trying to figure out whether to use a red or white wine to make the inside filling. and Christmas is only a month away. this is freaky. I don't particularly like the time flying by this fast. I watched a really cool history on Johnny Depp last night...he's ( Read more... )

I am totally over-wrought with utter sadness. I can't bevieve he is gone. I turn around, and expect that he'll be sitting there on the couch, and he isn't. I thought he would be here playing his x-box when I got home, and walked into my apartment. What am I going to do? I don't even know how to find him until he contacts me first. I could be ( Read more... )

Alot has changed recently. I've realized that some old friends are really good people, and I've realized that some old friends will NEVER be good people, will never take a joke the way it's supposed to be taken, will never get over themselves,and will never see past the end of their own nose. Hence, I refuse to waste my time with sludge like that ( Read more... )