just breathe

i can't believe this still works! I forgot all about it. I'll have to try to keep up with it.

Holy cow this thing still works!

I keep forgetting I have this thing. Life is strange sometimes and mine gets stranger by the day but it's better than it has been :)

Where to place my trust and not to believe just about anything people say to me. Tired of being a game to everybody. There really is such a thing as being too nice.

I find it very surprising sometimes how people remember me and how they feel about me. How it is that I am/was so important to those people that they seek me out. It's like being hunted only I don't know what it is that I have they want so bad. All I ever am is me.

First my dad dies Dec 5th and now my grandma today. Fucking wonderful

THe two biggest things to happen lately:
I am *Married* not enough money to ge tthe paperwork done, but we have our wedding rings tattooed on.
My Daddy passed away on Dec. 5, 2008. I miss him.

Keith (My Fiance), Festa (Our friend) and I were talking about how we're getting married in 2 years. We were talking about how the maid of honour (My sis Amy) and the best man (Festa) dance together. And then i remembered that my dads cancer is back, that he has 3 months to 2 years to live. I remembered that my dad may not be there for my ( Read more... )

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