So a counselor recommended that I go to daily out-patient group therapy, receive random urine analysises, create a behavioral contract with my parents, and take substance abuse awareness classes. Oh and I have a court date on the 22nd of this month. I don't see why everyone is being so ridiculous. Honestly, everything is too much trouble ( Read more... )

Okay, okay, that's it. No more being stupid and no, no, NO more getting arrested.

that clock: What have you been up to ( Read more... )

Okay so yeah, I was a little fucked up.
But I'm not completely braindead all the time, okay?
I'm sorry. I was excited on the inside even if I didn't look it.
It was good to see you, darling.

Homecoming last night ( Read more... )

I'm not one of your problems.
...Am I a solution?

I feel dumb and scared and I don't know how to use my hands and I expect too much... and I like that I was sad that other night but I don't want to be sad like a lot, you know, just enough to tell me that I could be sad I just don't have to be... and your word glitter made me melt but then again that's nothing new I'm just this puddle anyway and I ( Read more... )

Today:
Went to sleep at fourinthemorning.
Woke up at five.
Went to sleep.
Woke up at eleven-something.
Went to sleep.
Woke up at one-thirtyish.
"Goddamn."
Paid six bucks for a sandwich that was mostly melty cheese and scared me a lot.
Bought stole a cowboy hat for my rat ( Read more... )

OH, THE DRAAAAAMA ( Read more... )

All straight lines circle sometime.