I don't know why but I am having a really bad day. It's like everything went wrong today i got burned on my arm and im tired and sleepy and i just want to be with one person right now even though i haven't been the best to this person today. It feels like the whole world is against me today and i know its not cause i know i have at least one person ( Read more... )

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I just got back from mammoth with christina and it was interesting where do i start. The first day we get there im sick as hell and christina was a little irritated by something and she was taking care of me and kind of taking her frustrations out on me but i didn't mind cause thats one of the reasons i love her so much. the second day we went ( Read more... )

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I think that the one of the things i'm most thankful for that Christina does, is how she puts up with my shit. I'm not perfect and i never will be and i know i'm annoying sometimes but its just my nature to worry. It has to do with my past with my family and friends but i want you to know i'll try not to be a dumbshit anymore. i dont like it when i ( Read more... )

Last night was Jon Kim's memorial service and all I can say is that life is precious. you dont really know what your missing until it is taken away from you. it was one of the most emotionally shocking events of my life. as i sat there in the mortuary listening and observing Jon Kim's memorial service i couldn't stop thinking about how precious ( Read more... )

Hey watsup i know it hasn't been five months yet but whatever i dont really mind. I find it harder and harder every day to not be hanging out with Christina. Its like if i'm not with her than im not in a good mood. I swear my life is so much better now with her in it. I love you Christina with all the pieces of my heart and i fall deeper in love ( Read more... )

Ok im not sure why im posting considering it hasn't been five months but anyways today was ok i guess. i mean school was great and i always enjoy my days for some reason i think it has to do with someone in particular but yea. the only thing that screwed up my whole day was practice. about an hour into practice before we even get to do defensive ( Read more... )

Whats it been like four months ive kinda lost hope with this thing its really pointless, well for a guy at least and i know your probably saying to yourself "o well then why the hell are you writing on lj" my answer to you is i dont know im bored i guess. but lifes ok we got campbell hall this week thats gonna be a fun game, friday night lights! ( Read more... )

You would think that my life is great and perfect. i mean im captain of the football team, i just turned 18, my two best friends from Las Vegas came over but for some reason there is a void that nothing can fill. One would think that the last two weeks for me have been the best two weeks of my life but they were not. nothing i do is ever good ( Read more... )