I had a really good birthday! Thank you to everyone who made it special!!! You know who you are. I love you all. :)

On the down side, I woke up sick the next morning. BOO!

But its okay cause my birthday was fun, and thats all that matters. Yay!

<3ness

It has been so long since I posted last. But I've been thinking alot about something lately. So I wanted to write about it in here, since I guess thats what this thing is for, right? Well, here goes ( Read more... )

I feel sad, lost, confused, frustrated, and lonely. I don't know what is going on with me. All I know is that I have issues with myself. And lots of them...

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On a happy note, Andrew is almost home. I can't wait to be back in his arms. <3

What the heck...I guess it's been awhile since I posted cause the format thingy is different. I don't see the fun part where you can pick your mood and tell everyone what music you're listening to. Hmmm...oh well ( Read more... )

Ughhh!!! This past week has been going by sooo slow. This is really hard for me. I knew it would be bad, but honestly, I didn't think it would be THIS bad. I dunno how I can last til October 22nd.

Work and school are blah. I need to hang out with my friends more.

So going to all of Andrew's shows was fun, but the drive to and from Roseville was hell. Actually, the first half was okay but then neither of us could keep our eyes open and we kept nodding off on the freeway. It was really bad. But of course being able to see our boys was totally worth all of that. I miss Andrew already. A month and a half is a ( Read more... )

The past few days have been fun. I've been going to Andrew's shows with Tara and Missy. Summer and Adam went to one too. It was sooo much fun! We went to the Hustler store across the street from the Roxy and we met Ron Jeremy!!! Haha, he's Summer's uncle so we talked to him for awhile. It was great. I have pictures too ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get busy again with school and work. I haven't really seen my friends in awhile, which is not a good thing ( Read more... )

After reading a couple of my close friends' journals, I felt kinda dumb about my last post. It seems like I have it easy compared to what other people are going through right now, and I have no real reason to be posting feelings like that ( Read more... )

I'm so upset and frustrated. This isn't fair. I don't know what to do or how to handle it. Why does this have to be so hard?

I'm going to bed.