i'm wasting my time
i'm spending my days
losing my mind
losing my way
i stumbled across
your name in a song
thinking of us
made the day twice as longoh snap. my final SNC bruises are gone, as of a day or two ago. took the bastards a while to fade. heh. good times, good times. but I still have this little scar-ish thing on my knee from where I ( Read more... )

at the most
i’m a glare
i’m the hopeless girl
who’s hardly there
i’m the open sign
that’s always busted
i’m the friend you need
who can’t be trustedand so it goes. everything today got really messed up, like it had just been waiting for a free moment to kill me. and here it came like an explosion right in my face. and it smelled like blood and ( Read more... )

and you say we're too young
but maybe you're too old to remember
and i try to pretend but
i just feel it when we're together
and if you don't believe me
you never really knew us
you never really knewback from Nevada! wow. it was so beautiful, it's not even funny. I may go to SNC, it's such a nice school. the campus is gorgeous (doesn't look like a ( Read more... )

don't you feed me lines
about some idealistic future
my heart won't heal right
if you keep tearing out the sutures
i admit that i have made mistakes
but will you swear
that you'll never wrong you again
you've got allure i can't deny
but i've had your chance
so i'll say goodbyeI survived my nine days straight. whatever, enough of that. I'm leaving ( Read more... )

i was crying over you
i am smiling i think of you
misty morning and water falls
breathe in the air if you care
you compare
don't say farewell
nothing can compare
to when you roll the dice
and swear your love's for me
nothing can comparenot dead. feel dead, but not dead. I'm worn the hell out. my feet are in so much pain. I've tried everything - ( Read more... )

find myself all alone
in darkness without you
now i can't turn away
from what i must do
you know i'd give my life for you
more than words can say
i've shown you how to love someone
i know you'll find a wayso I don't know when I last wrote in here. let me quickly recap ( Read more... )

you go whistling in the dark
making light of it
making light of it
and i follow with my heart
laughing all the way
oh, cause you move me
you get me dancing
and you make me sing
you move mehmm. I have a job interview tomorrow. actually, I have a job interview in eight hours. I should be asleep right now but considering what time I got up today, ( Read more... )

don't tread the water
just stay still
i'll not be bothered by you
until i'm picking sides
and pulling the strings
i'm living lies
and shredding the skin
i'm wide open
and letting you inalright. so it's time for a recap. but first, the random fact of the day: the Egyptians used to worship garlic as a god. yeah, that's right. oh the things you can ( Read more... )

i watched you die
i heard you cry
every night in your sleep
i was so young
you should have known
better than to lean on me
you never thought
of anyone else
you just saw your pain
and now i cry
in the middle of the night
for the same damn thingI survived the day. not that I did too much, really. but I survived none the less. see, I woke up the first ( Read more... )

you, my friend
you're a lot like them
but i cut your line
and you know i did
now i'm lost in you
like i always do
and i'd die to win
cause i'm born to losetoday. yawn. as if I do anything anymore. yesterday... Bonnie and I hung out and we watched SWAT because Colin Ferrel and Olivier Martinez are hot. actually, I like Olivier more. I've loved the ( Read more... )