making a mess
out of this game
to see it all go up in flames
and i'm just so tired
of being ruthless and reckless
time to be your only one
be my last real fun
time to crash into the sun
time to be your only one
time to dream that love with last
time to fall too hard too fast
time to walk before i run
time to be your only oneit's exactly midnight. ( Read more... )

you don't have to move
you don't have to speak
lips for biting
you're staring me down
a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
now im twisting up
when i'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down
and i'm breathing for youI wrote out the longest entry recently but it didn't post. I was pissed off of course, but it lost its meaning ( Read more... )

there's too much
anger inside me
there's too much
scarring when i bleed
there's too much
therapy i need
there is no god
that i have seenit's weird how I can so randomly go so long without saying anything. so many times have I thought about, thinking about what I would say. but I've been so empty. my mind is so slow lately. I can't write. I can't ( Read more... )

when the tears
come streaming down my face
when i lose something
i can't replace
when i love someone
but it goes to waste
could it be worse
lights will guide me home
and ignite my bones
please, try to fix meand I just realized something. a year, and 2.5 days ago... everything came crashing down. it was when two people (actually, just one, as I have ( Read more... )

i was waiting
for the lie to come true
cause it's all
so dark and mysterious
when the one you want
doesn't want you too
i was drifting in between
like i was on the outside looking in
in my dreams you are still here
like you've always beeneverything lately has been a whirlwind. nothing more than a simple blur. eating too much. sleeping irratically. ( Read more... )

i can't deny
somehow you're seeing it
you're the one who took the fall
it's bringing us together
don't ask me why
somehow i'm seeing it
i'm breaking after all
this could last forevertoday was my daddy's birthday. he turned 55, so happy birthday to daddy ( Read more... )

could this be out of line
to say you're the only one
breaking me down like this
you're the only one
i would take a shot on
keep me hanging on
so contagiouslyand somehow I manage to go yet another two weeks without updating. has anything happened? not really. but this is it ( Read more... )

i’ve tried to go on
like i never knew you
i’m awake
but my world is half asleep
i pray for this heart to be unbroken
but without you
all i’m going to be is incompleteso. I'm in New Hampshire. yay. or not. it's fucking hot. so hot, oh my god I want to die. I'm sweating like a fat fucking pig. oh wait. yeah, suddenly it all makes so much more sense. ( Read more... )

just leave it up to me
to say goodbye
because these good times
will never last
keep a handle on the wheel
and a foot on the gas
we thought it would last forever
i wish you'd just remember

Gray Davis
Circle I Limbo

Hipsters
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Objectivists
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Saddam Hussein
Circle IV Rolling ( Read more... )

i never meant to let you go
why did i leave
maybe we'll never know
but i'm a girl still
broken on the ground
i'm in need
and i think that it showsyikes, it's been a month since I've written in here. hm. the longest I have ever gone. this trend won't be kept up, I promise. not that anyone ever reads this. oh well, whatever ( Read more... )