these thoughts ( Read more... )

we need to go back ( Read more... )

keep drinking that drink and maybe I'll come home
how the hell did you know I was drinking
from the flask I had to pry from your fist
and the stank in your breath I could taste
I have no excuse
and I have no explanation
for why its 4 am and not home
and didn't intend to call you at all
fuck

your head's on my shoulder ( Read more... )

something I don't even know
screw it all
fuck it all
it's not even there
maybe it'll never be there
maybe I'll never be there

is it worth at all to ponder ( Read more... )

Just fucking wilt
At
To my feet
Great humble giants
To mere fragments
To ashes
To dust
To nothing
To never
Die flower die
That’s all your
That’s all I
Really was ever good at
Crawling into the light
Forgetting
Thoughts of the past
Linger
So just wilt away
Slump down
Down
Down
Down
Down
Wilt away

I got lost the other day ( Read more... )

je pense...
par-ce que je suis fatigue
pourquoi est-ce que m'ame est laisse-pour-compte
je ne sais pas

growls of hunger
denyal in the existance
yet starving with need of satisfaction
you gave me a heart attack
repaying with only screams
bashful eyes and worn out body parts
will you remember how it was
would you forget all you've been
rub it softly and calm its uneasyness
get rid of it
or suck it up
exist