This is the point where I say that I am done trying to make this work or to make something happen. Hopefully through taking this step and making this realization I can stop thinking about it all the time. I hope that I can just forget about it and move on. Please, please, please let this be the beginning of the end to it all. I guess the person ( Read more... )

It has been so long that these thoughts have been in my head, almost 9 months. At this point I have gone through all the emotions, from happiness to excitement to sadness and even more. I have never felt these emotions before and because of that everything is new. I have never pursued something the way I have pursued this. I have given it a ( Read more... )

There are so many times that I wish I could just live for today instead of preparing for the future. I think that is why people procrastinate so much, because procrastination gives is the opportunity to enjoy the moments in the present. In the future I know that what I am working for will pay off but I can't help but want to enjoy life now. ( Read more... )

him
school
family
work
reading
food
eat
exercise
want
need
wonder
fight
laugh
love
like
hate
want
friendship
peace
cry
scream
unsure
everything
and
anything

Just got my computer back from being repaired and I want to like it but it needs to learn a lesson: It can't keep breaking down without giving me anything in return!! The quarter is almost over, it has gone by so quickly. I guess that that's good but it means that I am getting closer and closer to graduating and therefore getting closer to ( Read more... )

There are so many things to do that there is no possible way that they can all be done. How can professors expect that we read everything they assign us. While reading is generally an easy thing to do it takes awhile. It would probably be a good idea to start reading and studying for my two midterms this week but I have a problem: ( Read more... )

not prepared to go back
want to go back but also dont
will miss everyone here
also will be glad to see others
special person
one is gone
new one
I hope
everything works out
too much stress sometime
just remember to let go
sometimes say screw it
fuck that shit

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Again, it has been awhile!! I find that whenever I decide to post something it's because I have to get something off my chest. I don't really know why but I can't seem to concentrate on anything lately. At least today it has been the hardest to concentrate on doing work. I have to read this chapter and do the homework especially for this class ( Read more... )

I logged in to check on a friend and found that I haven't posted anything in a year. Hmmm, I guess I just don't have that much to say. Even now I have nothing really to say. I just thought that I should update so people know I still do go on here. Hmmm, what can I say....well...my laptop is broken and I won't have one for probably the first ( Read more... )