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vanilla_rapture

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Jun 04, 2009 01:27

it's hard for me to put myself out there, but i really need you to pay attention to me! i've been trying so hard to just talk to you, but obstacles keep popping up in the way. i know you're a busy man, and that's why it's so difficult for me, because i don't want to feel like i'm making things harder on you ( Read more... )

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forgottengirlx3 June 4 2009, 07:34:01 UTC

Oh Nikki, if you don't talk to him... I promise you, you will be okay. He's not going to be around the rest of your life and you WILL make it fine without him. Don't psyche yourself out then over-stress yourself out because of it y'know?~ ♥ ilu

vanilla_rapture June 4 2009, 15:16:46 UTC

i know, i just feel so lonely. there's this big void right now. even if my family drove me nuts while i lived there, i still miss them.

forgottengirlx3 June 4 2009, 19:30:36 UTC

Totally thought you were talking about Kolar, but I guess the comment can work both ways. xD

vanilla_rapture June 4 2009, 19:48:16 UTC

oh, i was. >.> i just want to talk to him ABOUT my family. i mean, i talk to him about all of my problems. >.>

he just called me about ten minutes ago though, and i feel much better. i'm meeting him for lunch next week. you just gotta understand that i literally spent my entire high school career having him there to talk to. and it doesn't kill me to not talk to him every day, but when i have trouble being able to talk to him every couple months, things get complicated. everything just kept falling through, ya know?

but anyway, i'm done being a sadface. :)