i gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away

[vanillacat]

Re: only my favorite boy band possibly breaking up (or at least the very real possibility of Hankyung quitting and Zhou Mi having completely fucked up his career):

I have a lot of feelings regarding it, most of which can be summed up by Shiwon:

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[upswing]

Have the merriest of holidays!

[vanillacat]

1. Your like, general intellect. Blows my shit out of the water every time. You are the lit nerd I wish I was, because lit nerds just... seem... like a cooler sort-of nerd to be than my in-general-kind-of-Asian-centered-and-I-guess-slightly-history nerd? You have intellectual pursuits. I have boybands. The contrast makes me sad (for myself

[kyube]

Merry Christmas bb! ♥
(consider this a comment~)

[vanillacat]

1. can I mention here how much I love you for running the fuckyeahkyuhyun tumblr? It’s A+ 8D and always satisfies my Q craving, whenever it pops up.

2. I think you're... just... generally a really sweet person. Like if anyone's feeling down, you're around to be like :)♥ a-and... idk. I think you really do care about your friends, and I appreciate it. ♥

3. YOUR NEW HAIR IS SO PRECIOUS. ; ___ ; ♥ I wish I had the courage to lop off all my hair...

[vanillacat]

1. fangirls you FOREVER. I don't think I would care about DBSK, like, at all if you hadn't whipped out OWL/ORS/all your other 'verses... and ugh I just love your writing. I remember bawling like a baby when you like, gave Junsu cancer and killed him off in one? but sans the ridiculous melodrama that most cancer!wangst fic has... You kill people off and I'm like ; ___ ; for hours afterwards because it's so well-done, STOP BEING GOOD AT KILLING PEOPLE, WRITE MORE FLUFF, MY FEEBLE SOUL NEEDS BAND-AIDS AFTER GOING THROUGH SO MUCH ANGUISH... your compliment in there somewhere. :X /tl;dr

[gyuche]

I am just heartbroken all over the place re:sjm but I'm trying to focus on.... Christmas lmao.

speaking of -

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

and if you comment back with a list of 3 things for me, I'll kick your ass :'< I get utterly flabbergasted when people tell me that sort of stuff and that feeling KILLS ME INSIDE. You can tell me three reasons you like... someone else :D ♥? LIKE ZHOU MI.

[vanillacat]

... BOY ARE YOU ASKING FOR IT. :^0

1. GENTLEMAN MIMI. HIS OVERWHELMING HOMOSEXUALITY. the designer purses/items/the love for ~fashun~, the guyliner, the facial products (the "mi buys kyu facial scrubs to help with the acne" prompt NEVER gets old, dying), the thin veils he keeps trying to pull and then fails ("I like... girls... who wear pants!" and the comments he's made about Shiwon's attractiveness and everything about Kyu oh sweet jesus do not even get me started on QMi sfkjsfhksjfhjsh)

2. HE IS AN... UNCONVENTIONAL BEAUTY (good lord, that nose) but um he is gorgeous. i don't think he's very photogenic? but he always looks great in video and in the candids and stuff. And then there’s the voice, uughghshhgdhjsfkjl screw KRY, KRZ's where it's at. KRZY? hell, i'd go for it

[vanillacat]

1. you are hilarious :,] at first I was like "... fuck this girl can't type" but then I realized how ridiculous crazy awesome you are. cuddres and snuggres you crosery

2. you run kanginaday, which means you are automatically my Best Friend For Life. :3 basically that fucking comm keeps me alive when my Faith is Low. KEEP THE FAITH!!!1 ... oh wait, wrong fandom.

3. i am jacking your room and stealing your posters and there is Nothing You Can Do About It because i'm a ninja assassin. :3 I have no idea how you get all these Korean shipping connections, but i love it.

4. you care about your friends, and that is #1 jjang. LOOK FOUR THINGS i'm so kind