Well journal it seems my life will never really be straigtened out, why, i don't know. I guess the guy i thought he was just is'nt there, and they really want me to know that, so ok i know that, are you happy? Is he happy? Does he care if i'm happy? Do any of you? It's kinda weired last night i had a dream that all night a ghost was whispering in ( Read more... )

journal, hey i passed my test with a 98%, pretty good huh? Anyway my best friend is mad at me. she keeps on calling my mom saying she doesnt want anything to do with my while i'm with mikey but yet she calls my mom and tells her things about me which is exactly what crystal did.Why are all these susposibaly best friends back stabbing me all the ( Read more... )

Some days i sit, staring out the window, watching ths world pass me by...
sometimes i think im crazy, im crazy ohh so crazy. why am i here am i just waisting my time...?
but then i see my baby, suddenly im not crazy, it all makes sense when i look into his eyes................

i love you boo

Well journal everything is going great in my life and it's so unexpected how everything just worked out. I'm just so tired of playing games and i realized that whatever i ever wanted was with my baby. We are now living with eachother again which is funny because we have been living together almost imediately after we started dating. For most people ( Read more... )

Journal i'm torn, i have a problem and i need help. Ok, well i'm crazy about this guy but i feel like he's hiding things from me, things i should know. I have a feeling deep in my stomach that he has had sex with someone other than me since we've hooked up. He acts a certain way when he is with me but i know he is another way around other people, ( Read more... )

i'm sorry for hurting you

Eww i have a sick feeling in my stomach. But whatever, how some people think is just scary. I don't cheat and i never will and no matter what people say they don't know shit. Truthfully i don't know why i even write in this because it breaks my heart everytime i check up on someone and though it is none of my buissnes i still check up on him, call ( Read more... )

yor lies dont hurt me they only put anger inside me. im not a bad person dont fool yourself. i would give anything to anybody if it would make them happy. a hard life only make you stronger. don't let your hate put lies in your heart, i've been good to my loves but the werent good to me so goodbye, goodbye, goodbye........

I'm sooo tired, i havent really been sleeping lately. Last night everyone got together at the beach and partied with a bunch of beer. I've been talking to this guy and he is really sweet to me and we have so much is common that it's scary. At first i did'nt want anything to do with him but i realized that i have to move on with my life and leave ( Read more... )

Hey, i finally got off work early, i like my new asst, manager. So i made plans to go out with some friends. Crystal and Tara's place looks tight i spent the night over there last night but any more all they do is absolutly anoy me. Crystal got pissed off because i did'nt feel like watching a video of them rolling,stupid kids. Anyway i get paid ( Read more... )