So much shit has happened...And I don't have time to write it down. Schools getting really hard, I have so much work to do if I want to pass high school. I'm really sucking it up...

I'm afraid we'll fade... and I'll be alone

I seriously scared the hell out of myself this morning.

I was thinking about death and stuff.... How the hell do we know that

anything is for sure. Why do we die? Where are we going? Is there heaven or

even hell?  I'm making myself sick... this is way too deep for me.