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down in the dumps.

honestly, life now is shit. its hard to comprehend how everything seem so fine and dandy on the outside but yet its rotting inside. call me an escapist, but running away from all these is really tempting. really tempting. i have zero tolerance for uncertainty and the future scares me. where am i supposed to go from here?

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时间是一把屠杀刀，短短的半年，什么都变了。在它的面前，我们什么都不是。有些谎言，宁愿相信也不想踹破。很多时候，我们都选择做鸵鸟。也只有这样，也只能这样。很可悲也很可笑，原来我们也不过如此，如此不堪一击，始终属于两个世界的人，终究必须各自归位。我很心疼你，也为自己不值。

你永远都不可能看到这些，但我想说，我不会放弃你，也愿意接受那个最真实的你，因为你是我的朋友。祝你快乐。

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color:black">during lunch w a friend today, i told her how very blessed she is because she wouldnt ever have to work in her entire life and she can still live very comfortably. but she didnt agree w me because she couldnt see how that is considered blessed. that got me thinking, would i actually be on cloud nine if say i was born w a 10 carat ( Read more... )

lots of pictures ahead! the last three days passed in a flurry, starting w xmas eve eve where we had a secret santa gift exchange between a few of us followed by mink, altho we spent most of the time in royal room cus we got damn wasted, more on that later. xmas eve was spent w family frens for lunch followed by the usual midnight mass w c's family ( Read more... )

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but as i was happily settling all my exchange issues and coming up with to do lists, it dawned on me that i only have 7 more weekends w c before i fly off. its pretty uncharacteristic of me, but im experiencing a sense of loss even tho im still here in sgp. i wldnt see him for a good 24 weeks! thats...long. cant believe its possible to miss someone ( Read more... )

【哈尔滨四岁女童照料瘫痪双亲 零下17度穿破裤拖鞋】 离哈尔滨100多公里的偏僻小山村，一个四岁女孩照料瘫痪父母，感动了全国网友。 小女孩天天只吃面糊米粥咸菜，营养不良。穿得破破烂烂，脚下是妈妈穿过的破拖鞋...父母难过,要把她送人,她说“把我送人，谁养活你俩？


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