Spent another night at the hospital. The world is too much with me. Horrible day. Absolutely dreadful. No gift whatsoever from time of said "healing." Wish I could be excited about trivialities again but the world is too much with me.

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Humph. So everybody has a boyfriend or a boytoy. I feel like I've put myself out on the line. Vulerability makes me ill. I need my defenses. I need my walls because I can feel impending doooooooom. I can just read it. I just know. Oh well, I'll try to handle it without massive ammounts of blood. Tis better to be cold and numb then open and bleeding ( Read more... )

ouch. ouch. ouch. ouch.

Such a terrible erosion of love.

How about unabashedly bawling my eyes out?

Had an amazing weekend.

Jesus H. Christ-Only me, ONLY me ( Read more... )

Okay Okay Okay ::white flag::

senior outing:

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Lady I swear by all flowers. Don't cry.

So I have decided that I am the most awkward person ever when it comes to being the hitee. Today this guy at Cilanto was clearly hitting on me and I got so awkward. I could be cool about it but nooooo I blush and get all embarassed and can't look at the guy. Ugh. I mean, I guess it's because they are like right in your face there and you can't like ( Read more... )

Mom leaves tomorrow ( Read more... )

Tom Waits.
Coolest man alive


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