After I got my two shots at the doctors today I started sobbing. I couldn't help it. First I thought I was having a reaction to the tb test...All of a sudden I felt very alone and very not okay with it. And that FEELING came back...that thing I have been trying to figure out. What the hell is wrong with me? What is it? Are they sezures? Anxiety ( Read more... )

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suicide is not the answer. I repeat, suicide is not the answer. I am so scared, so terrified, there is nothing else occuping my thoughts other than keeping someone awake. Why? This seems to happen to me a lot. I understand what that feels like, I do. It has nothing to do with lack of understanding. I know. Everything. Everything that has seemed ( Read more... )

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smarmy:

1) excellent word

2) not so excellent behavior

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YOU!

Yes, you with the previous paternal comittal.

YOU are on my shitlist.

Please rectify

(giggle)

Went to NYC yesterday. Did a whole lot of nothing...Did buy obnoxious sunglasses that almost got us a ride with Sandra Bullocks limo driver, but unfortunately his people came back. We pretended to be from London and had a full conversation with a police officer about politics (in full cockney of course) while wearing the ridiculous sunglasses. Then ( Read more... )

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Benzodiazepine- a class of drugs with hypnotic, anxiolytic, anti-convulsant, amnestic and muscle relaxant properties.

AH HA! That explains it.