So here is my post because it has been forever. Life feels good right now and refreshing. My new job at Mainly Brews is pretty cool, I've gotten to talk to a lot of people and learn interesting tid bits that I wouldn't of otherwise. It's also interesting to see what makes people tick. When they are grumpy and you find that one topic that makes ( Read more... )

I might of just got a job at Snow Pond cleaning log cabins. I'm really excited because I went into rite aid to buy a paper to look for jobs and then the guy in front of me said he needed workers. He said it's easy work and good pay, don't know the hours but it's only a 15 minute drive away. I'm happy because I'll be next to a beautiful lake if I ( Read more... )

I guess I have wardrobe bitch written all over me lately. I miss playing with lights, and my pride misses playing with lights. It's just as well though because all I can do right now is limp my way around since my foot surgery last friday ( Read more... )

February 23, 2007

Your brain is telling you to hold on to what you've got, but your heart is telling you that it's time to let them go. Can you take the middle path instead? It'll be a tricky act, but you can find a reasonable mean ( Read more... )

So I just went to the travel bureau in my town to see if they'd have an opening for this summer and this is what the nice guy told me: there is no money in this business, it's gone down hill so much, it's a nightmare to work here. So I guess that takes care of that job option.

i have no energy for school, no desire this semester. I want out, to be far far away from this cold place. Too much stress, I want a break. I want to travel with no destination and live a nomadic life, be like the Polish Artist tht I met in Key West that spoke seven different languages and started the Jazz scene in Communist Poland and never ( Read more... )

I feel like I've lost faith in our school system. I'm tired of sitting in a cold classroom getting talked to instead of being heard. And when I don't fill in that correct circle feeling like a dissapointment or stupid. It's just all screwed up. I'm trying to pick out courses for next year, and I'm thinking of only taking one french course. At ( Read more... )

i'm sorry dad, i will not mourn your death, instead i will to celebrate your life.

i didn't even make it to my first class today before i had to continue driving straight past the university to waterville at the nursing home for dad. maybe this is it, i think it is. but then maybe it isn't? i'm just tired of the constant walking on eggshells and wondering if this will be his last breath. so i've stopped analyzing it and ( Read more... )

where do I even begin ( Read more... )