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I am an ill bunny :( Okay, now I usually suffer from long bouts of zero-energy and low motivation, but now on top of that, I am actually ill (I'm not dying or anything, it's just a cold), but my joints are aching, and my neck hurts so much I can't really move! What's bothering me the most is how BORED I am. That and my loss of appetite. Fast ( Read more... ) -
Because if I'm planning to spill lots of emo rants, I should at least write an I'm Back post first!
Well. Hello journal. It's been a while. I've been lurking but not posting. And that's okay. I'm back because... Although I write a blog, which I love (though it's really hard work, writing things that are interesting, rather than just whining), as a self employed person, whose friends are pretty much all at university or otherwise engaged, I don't ( Read more... ) -
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Okay... I have been neglecting my journal of late. I've been busy with university applications and art school and generally getting in a panic. It doesn't look like I'll be going to university in september... but I do have some ideas of things I'd like to do... so if you want to follow my artistic escapades... then by all means, track my progress ( Read more... ) -
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I don't have that much to say really, but thought I should have a stab at an update. I spent the evening catching up on weepy telly shows. Will someone please make a tv show with a happy ending please? I'll be forever in your debt ( Read more... ) -
okay, this is a whine free zone..
Have actively decided to stop wallowing, and start creating. Creating anything. Poetry. Sewing. Crafts. Jewellery. Cakes. Biscuits. Paintings. Writing. Gardening. Upcycling. Moodboards. Journals. Decorations. I don't care whether people like them or not, because where has other people's opinions of myself, ever got me? Not very far. I don't care if ( Read more... ) -
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It's just dawned on me, that I have achieved nothing. I haven't got a job, I just clatter about making bits of art. I'm not actually good enough at one thing to it professionally, am just a bit good, at lots of things. When I feel sad, I try to feel proud of myself for surviving, but just surviving, isn't an achievement. I want to be successful, ( Read more... ) -
letters of a raving lunatic
Dear Future-Self ( Read more... )
