He never came back to me. No matter how much I lost, not matter how I much I needed him- he left ( Read more... )

its been  two months since I slipped up. TWO MONTHS ( Read more... )

 im a wreck. a complete disaster.
My fast was going sooo well the past couple of days. and i killed it!
i slept over my friends house to watch the roast of bob saget.
It was supposed to be me and her, then my other friend came over and another friend.
we started smoking and we all got so fuckin high it was insane.
of course, i had the munchies, but ( Read more... )

123.6 :)
took a shower
hoped on the scale
122.6  double :)
I am soo happpy...
I have work today. It was scheduled to work 1-7,
but got asked if I could work 10-6
I said yes, unfortunatly.

more like a fiesta of nothing. haha. Im sooooo proud of myself ( Read more... )

sike, all you need is weed and water. nothing else ( Read more... )

something terrible just happend, hector [my manager], said we are short staffed and he needs me to come in and help.
fuck.damn.fuck.damn.
i'm supposed to be fasting!!!
he wants me to come in at 4.
that means, i'm not eating until I got to work.
because they always pressure me to eat there.

Yourself: FAT ( Read more... )

well, its been a long while since i wrote. I've been trying to get better and this place seems to trigger me so I stopped.
Stats
Age: 15
Height: 5'5
Weight: 124
BMI: 20.6
Hw: 130
Lw: 118

I have to be 120. My classmates absolutely cannot see that i gained 4 pounds!!!!

122.4 ( Read more... )