havent written in this thing for soo long
greatestjournal is where its at.

love, loved.

my mind is just a crush
& somehow i knew it would be this way
- somehow i knew it would slowly fade...


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quoting ellie danielle ribitwer
" She's trying to be you, shes trying to be something she isnt, and she is making a fool of herself, its horrible.. and quite frankly, there is only one you, and that is you meggie"

damn straight.
hahah ellie.. good times in world studies.
mahala bitches

--> what did i do to you, to make you walk infront of me, and grab her hand?
-- if i died tomorrow, would you know that i loved you?
when im gone will you miss me?
when i turn around, will you recognize me?
frozen to the spot. lost without you.
and all those unanswered questions

to tell you the truth, my world is a messed up place..
but its what im accustomed too..

Around and Around
i thought i liked you.. you turned out to be a jerk
you liked me
i wish it would've worked.. too difficult
now assumptions fly
and i cant find a place.. losing faith
all over the place
twist and turn
late night phone calls.. up thinking about you
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yesterday...

went to school, nothing really happened.. nothing really ever happens.
talk to the same people, went to the same classes, saw the same people..
" my usual regularity" which might i add, never changes.. life doesnt turn.

can you hear me scream?

after school.. not like anything ever gets better anyway..

went to catherines..hung out with ( Read more... )

hallelujah you guys..
I DONT HAVE TO BABYSIT!! so ecstatic, my brother said he'll do it for me. love ya evan.
vant719: im so fucking happy i dont have to babysit
vant719: im like on x
hotpink363: OMG I AM HAPPY FOR YOU
a couple more pictures.. the oc is on, so i have to go.. later.


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school..
boy, oh boy, what word describes school better?

Boring? NON exciting? drainful? Painful? the list is endless.. this is pretty much how my day went down:

• science - so fucking boring, kept getting in trouble for talking to alexa..
  nothing really worthy of talking about it during science
• Lunch.. nothing too great.. here are some pictures of me ( Read more... )

got in a fight with dave tonight ( "my father" )

-- got very upset, whats new? whatever..

on a more uprising note.. finally babysitting the neighbor's dog & got paid, finished my forensics sales speech, and wrote some good stuff tonight..

Sadly, i have to fucking babysit friday.. someone pull a gun.. i absolutely do NOT want to babysit..

just got ( Read more... )

school was gay today. like usual..
math- boring, but my bitches, louise & alyssa make it fun, and mr. vandorn of course.
english- critical analysis.. shoot me. happily interrupted by a the fire alarm, but it sucked cuz we had to go across the street, and stand in the rain.
world studies- presented MY project ( repeat: My, i was the only one who did ( Read more... )