Wow, I forgot how much different life is when you arent chemically unbalanced. Its amazing, I havent felt happy like this in SO long. Never stopping taking my medicine like that again. Things here in Tampa are wonderful. It took going home for me to realize that Tampa is starting to feel like home a little. I dont think it will ever feel more like ( Read more... )

does it become ridiculous to continue this farce? Im done, Im over it. My own parents dont want me around and they brought me in to this god forsaken place, its not like you cant choose your children but ya know what....you cant choose your parents either. What the hell is the point. How do I solve this. If there was a way without causing a problem ( Read more... )

"But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, ( Read more... )

So it's 2 am and I'm wiating for my roommates laundry to finish so I thought maybe I would update this thing. SO, I've moved to Florida. Its great here. I miss home. The only thing Florida-wise is that it is still 95 and sunny here, most people wouldnt think this is a problem however when you are used to seeing the leaves change and watching the ( Read more... )

I hate being not that girl. The lyrics are quite true though...."Don't dream too far, don't lose sight of what you are. Don't remember that rush of joy, he could be that boy, I'm not that girl. Every so often we long to steal to the land of what might have been, but that doesnt soften the ache we feel when reality sets back in ( Read more... )

I decided it was time to update this. I am now in FLA USA. Good times! I'm loving every moment of being here. It was clearly the right decision. I miss my people back home like crazy though. Things here are great. I am working in orientation for the University of South Florida (GO Bulls) and truly enjoying my time here. So now you know LOL!

So here's whats up with me ( Read more... )

So, I have decided after much careful contemplation to accept the assistantship offer at USF rather than IU. so thats right, I'm moving to Florida in July!!!!!!! I cant hardly stand it. I am super excited! And since I'm so excited thats all i really have time to write at the moment. But yeah.....HOLY CRAP I'M MOVING TO FLORIDA

So, today I finished interviewing for assistantships at IU. That was nice, I had three that I am truly interested in. Unfortunately they are all with the same department. I have fallen in love with this program and that is not really great since there are 160 people vying for only 50 spots. Thats a little scary for me. I am now done with the ( Read more... )

I lost 6 ounces this week, which is fantastic because I was very sure that I had gained. I will take it like woah! now I can just have a good on program week and be set to go at next tuesday's meeting. On other topics, I have had my interview at USF. I think it went well. We shall see... they said that it could take a couple of weeks so I will wait ( Read more... )