Im listening to some three days grace being contemplative so I thought it might be a good time to update. Things arent honestly fabulous at the moment. I have a lot of monetary stress, and things arent working out fabulously in that department. I am hoping that things will eventually work out but we'll see. I think that eventually I will be ok its ( Read more... )

The Party was blatantly a success. And then Andrea had Family over, also a success. Now its over...we go back to the day to day....Ive been sufficiently drunk enough the last three days that I shouldnt even need to drink again untill the season is well and truly on its way ( Read more... )

Look at me and tell me who i am, why I am, what i am...call me a fool and its true I am, I dont know who am. Its such a shame Im such a sham noone knows who i am. am i a the face of the future? am I the face of the past, am i the one who must finish last? Look at me and tell me who I am why I am what I am? will I survive? who will give a damn..if ( Read more... )

I think im going to throw up...Im feeling really uncomfortable, Im having a fat day. week, month, LIFE! Ugh I hateit when I get like this its terribly unfortunate. Not to mention...Arent gay men supposed to be successful and prosperous I mean we are supposed to have the most expendable income of any group of people, and yet I work 30 hours a week ( Read more... )

OK so here I sit. Marc is on the couch next to me...we are watching saved. Good times. Its yet another day in sandusky OH and its Full dark outside at 6pm. This blows. In other news I recieved and Email from IU saying that they had started reviewing applications at least I made it to the review stage right ( Read more... )

So I had a few minutes before I need to leave to get to work at 5 so i decided to update. Um its black Friday or as Old Navy is calling it this season "Elf Friday!" I still dont know how I feel about that title but whatever it will work. What may not work is the silly little elf hat that they want me to wear but who knows maybe I will feel strongly ( Read more... )

Ok so, I havent done the obligatory "hey the seasons over now what" update this year but i have about 15 minutes so i decided it was time to update. First of all I know that the season is over or whatever but it doesnt honestly feel much different to me other than I have a little more time right now than I do when its warmer outside. I am working ( Read more... )

Well we found a place to live! Guess its official that im staying, I really dont know how I feel about it at all. I am happy that I get to stay with my friends though so thats totally worth a bitterly cold and poor winter! We are living at arbor Arms with Brent and Jenni and heather and spicy so...good times! Thats really all I've got right now. ( Read more... )

So Im sitting at Panera, and they have on crappy classical, so I decided it was time to let my music major come out and I put on some vivaldi. Four seasons...I know Im a little ridiculous but I love a little circle of fifths action from time to time (if you dont know what that means its the characteristic progression Vivaldi uses...and if you dont ( Read more... )

OK so other than it being the weekend from hades things really have been good since the last time I updated. But moving on. BOYS SUCK thats all im going to say other than again...If you want to get hurt thats not my problem but dont come crying to me when he hurts you. It wont be something im willing to get mad about again ( Read more... )