It's amazing the true closure one gets when the truth inevitably unvails itself. Interesting, I think I shall never doubt my intuitions again cause I'm always right. Well tis better to be, "hurt by the truth, then spaired by a lie"

Happy Holidays, Merry Christmass, and Happy New Year. Tonight I be dancing in the city and seeing the tree with someone sweet :)

Lots of love to all my friends be good, be safe, and be merry.

Peace-

That comming to the realization that you have to forgive yourself and taht that is so much more important than forgiving someone else... sucks. Forgiving someone else you love is easy. To forgive yourself for how you feel or the choices we make is hard. Love is a complicated thing and so is friendship and trust. It is amazing how in such short ( Read more... )

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Did you ever hear, that you can't be good in a relationship if you don't like yourself? I understand that more than ever, cause for the first time in years, I am happy and confident in myself. I have the best network of friends and family I could ever depend on and life moves quickly. I am happy and social and smiling and there is something around ( Read more... )

so last night, thanks to a dear best friend, I cam to many many conclusions and have found peace. Not going to go into details but thank you to my friend and thank you for a wonderful night of peace and we will move forward and keep the peace. I have never felt so sure that fate has a plan and all things are not over and that this was meant to be ( Read more... )

He says in time we could be friends, but we will never be lovers again. He isnt in love with me at all anymore and isn't sure he likes me as person.

I just thought you would like to know.

Do you want to know what I learned this evening??? It is that trust is such a fragile thing and it can cause you to be very paranoid when your grieving. I have been very suspicious of some close friends of some really horrible impossible things. Not going into any detail I owe them an appology up front. I have been wrong about a few things actually ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was fun saw friends that this event has not allowed me to see cause now it's about scheduling. Doing fine very calm ,acknowleging I miss just polite conversation with him. Still moving forward and therapy will continue to help. Pills are ok no anxiety in the last few days. Actually, today would be the first day I got up and was like ( Read more... )

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