My mother has gotten worse and worse as time has progressed. Tonight's argument has started with mentioning an opportunity to talk to a counselor from the university i want to attend. The Counselor will be 20 miles away at the 2nd campus of the college i attend currently. I ask if she can take me and she refuses. right off the bat she is yelling ( Read more... )

Its been like a month since iv been on here. Alot has happend in that time. My prayers were answered and i finally got a job working as a parking attendent at Charlotte Motor Speedway. It pays $10 an hour! yes! I used my first paycheck as a gift to myself. I bought a mosin nagant rifle and im going to use the rest at a them park. I am getting ( Read more... )

This journal is much needed to blow off steam. I fear I might be entering a depression ( Read more... )

Today i was just over whelmed with the weirdest feeling. Its hard to explain. Alright, once i got home i went inside and while i was eating i pulled of some youtube videos and one of them was the animalympics. I had what id call a flashback to when i was wanting to be in the spartan race and school. I remember i did marshall arts for a long time ( Read more... )

Im about to piss off alot of people probably ( Read more... )

With my grandmas funeral over I settle down to normal routines. My future being the most concerning. I am 19 years old with out my first employment. A friend of mine who is 16 has her drivers license and works at K-mart. I dont have either a license or employment. Working on the license part though. I wish to get a job and save up money to go to a ( Read more... )

my grandma is going to die. She has been dropping in health lately. She is getting less oxygen everyday and yesterday at 3:00 she got a virus, or bug, or something. Vomiting and everything else. She is being admitted into hospice care house till further notice. We saw this coming. We knew it wouldn't be long but i just wish it wasn't so close to ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. Not much has changed i think since my last post. Mom still bothers me, Im jobless, and drivers licenseless. A while back we took everything out of my room to paint the walls and then we took even more out to shampoo my carpet. Well with many things, ggone threw, given away, thrown away, and stored in the attic, i have all of whats ( Read more... )

hi peeps. Well heres the thing. For graduation at the beginning of the summer i got cash from my family and i made a promise that ill use it for something nice but save the most of it. I planned on having a budget of $120. So far iv spent maybe $40. Thing is im a super tight wad. I was planning on entering an obstacle race on march 23rd of 2013. ( Read more... )

well yall life has been alittle well uneventful and a tad frustrating for me. First was summer. One thing that got me threw the school year was the idea of a big vacation to VA beach but when it got closer to fall my parents dropped the ball and said well we arent. So yeah a downer for me. Next step is getting a job. Thats been a bit tiring. So far ( Read more... )