Hehe, I love that song! Listening to it right now actually! So, today I got all of the stuff for my UW application taken care of (ie: trascripts, SAT scores, etc) and that all feels pretty good. I'm glad its taken care of. Now all I have to do is finish writing my "personal statement" and edit it so I can submit my online application...then the ( Read more... )

Holy crap....so, most of you know that I've been losing weight as of late. Currently I have lost 14 pounds and am down to about um 123...and then tonight happened. We got this thing in the mail that was $15 off from a local sit-down restaurant so we decided to go. I'd been before and it was pretty good. So we went we had dinner, which I already ( Read more... )

Well...we'll see how much of Alias I'll actually watch this season...

I'm thinking I'll become much more involved in House...I'll need SOMETHING that's still running (because Queer as Folk is not *sob*) and is good to obssess over....and Alias ain't gonna be it this year. Good riddance, I say.

Updating my journal...'cause I haven't in a while. Nothing much is going on with me, though. I'm working an insane amount this week. Saturday I was on Whidbey Island for my sister's highland dancing competition and I sat outside in the sun for almost 2 hours without any sunscreen on my shoulders and arms. I admit that I wanted a bit of a burn ( Read more... )

Well, its over...Queer as Folk is actually over forever. I, of course, cried like a baby. It may seem stupid to some that the ending of a fictional show moved me to tears (and we're talking serious tears), but this show was so much more than just that. It meant something real to so many people and to me because gay rights is something I feel so ( Read more... )

OMG!!! This week is FINALLY over!! Its been soooooooooooo long. This may seem like small beans to some people, but I worked 38 hours this week (compared to the 25 I usually work) and THAT much time at Gap can get to you. I mean, I like my job and most of the people there are great, but sometimes it just gets to you. But, my next paycheck will ( Read more... )

I finally have a day off! I worked this morning until 10, but I have the rest of the day and all of tomorrow off from work! I'm excited, 'cause getting up early SUCKS, but also apprehensive about spending the whole day going nuts all alone in my house. Speaking of house, lol, I've been having a little House marathon this week and am all the way ( Read more... )

Ok, obviously posting again, but could someone PLEASE help me figure out how to customize this thing so I can have a header and have it looking pretty like I want? PLEASE?! I really need help, I don't know how to do any of it...and that might be a bright spot in an otherwise dark current existence. For now, this layout will have to do...

I'm falling into an abyss and I'm doubtful that I'll ever be able to climb out again. This goes soooooooo much deeper than my suspected PMDD. Deeper than anyone knows. I can't get stop, I can't get out...and I'm finding less and less people give a shit. I have NO ONE to talk to. no one.

A song that descibes, well, everything...

I open my eyes ( Read more... )

And the roller coaster starts again...Every month I hope I'm going to feel different and every month its the same thing. I feel just as alone now as I did 3000 miles from here. So, conclusion? I screwed up quite possibly the best experience of my life because I thought it was my situation that I hated when all along it was just me. Why haven't ( Read more... )