Comments | vash02: Never positive.

vash02

Never positive.

Jul 07, 2005 17:45

Let me start off by saying, I hate this fuckin' subject. But this subject is my life ;_;. It never really is positive, I was hoping, from my last entry, that things would have gotten better. I don't think they have. Money apparently runs this world, and no matter how hard or long I work, i'll never have enough even for myself ( Read more... )

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triplef July 8 2005, 02:50:52 UTC

Take that out of your desk drawer or I will cry! D:

<3 Brian much. There's plenty of reason to live for. Please be strong for me hun. I'm always here for you though I'm rarely around. Always!

vash02 July 8 2005, 05:09:57 UTC

I can't kid myself Steffi.. Pain and agony is slowly building up inside of me. Today I couldn't think of anything but that post I just made. I wanted to be gone, but the thing that stopped me was the faces of the few loved ones. I know it would be hard for them.. But shit like this happens everyday, and people move on ._.

I hate this feeling, but to end that pain keeps a temptation that at this time, I cannot get rid of. Everyone else would move on peacefully... And mabey I.. would wake up as someone else and live a better life >.>