I found out yesterday that today is my last day in this department (AFRO). Am I nervous? A lot. It just seems sureal that I won't be back to this office on Monday. Am I excited? I have enjoyed my time here, don't get me wrong. But I asked for a transfer because it's not the department I'm meant to stay in permanently. The people here are too ( Read more... )

I'd like to change my Username ... Vaultofshadows ... it's from the past.

I can't figure it out, so I guess I'm stuck with this one.

When I think about it though, it still applies. My mind is still a vault of shadows from the past.

It's been three years since I last visited this place ... a life time ( Read more... )

Today has just been one of those days when I want to walk right out of my life and slam the door as hard as I can!

I'm sure everyone can relate to these kinds of days. Write back and tell me about the worst day that you've had. Maybe it will help me cope with mine - LOL.

Take care.

A little over a year ago I posted a profile on Match.com. I only did it because a friend of mine, actually my roommate at the time, told me I really needed to meet someone. I just thought I would get a couple of comments or replys that I would read and delete after I read them. I never really believed I would actually find someone, let alone meet ( Read more... )

Get up, take a shower, get dressed, roll up my sleeping bag, take Beth to work, drive "home", read, cross stitch, check my email, eat, read, cross stitch, play video games, go pick up Beth, drive "home", read, cross stitch,watch T.V., eat, cross stitch, read, unroll sleeping bag, read, go to sleep. Wake up and do it all over again ( Read more... )

When your boundaries have been violated, you just plain and simple stop seeing the space between people, so people's pain becomes your pain and you have to stop it. At the same time, though, codependency is also a distancing ploy;you're so busy trying to save the world out there you forget about the people close to you, and then, last of all, or ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure why I only write in here when things feel shitty but I guess sometimes this is the only place I can go to bitch about life and not feel guilty about it afterwards ( Read more... )

I'm hurting and I don't know why ...

I'm frustrated with everything and maybe I have my reasons...

I'm feeling very alone and I hate it...

I want to cry right now and the tears are all dried up...

"Forever Gone, Forever You ( Read more... )