I tend to hide the true me because I am scared to be hurt. Don't even bother to ask how I am feeling because all you will get is fine even though I am tourn to pieces on the inside. I feel all alone in this world and want nothing but to be loved before I die. Please don't talk behind my back or make it seem like you are. I keep everything ( Read more... )

Wow... I am surprised this thing still works!!!! Last time I logged on it was Jan 6th. I can say that a lot has happened since I last logged on. I lost my best friend. Had a boyfriend but choose my friend over me. I began to cut myself in the lost of a few friend. Stopped afta a month. Realized that nothing was worth me harming myself. Traveled ( Read more... )

Yes!!! Today is my first day off in a week or a little over a week. I am sitting on my ass because I can. Well... I am sitting on my ass because I have nothing better to do. I have no friends and no life. I am just a big fat loser. I am now 20 and still have no plan for my life. My new year sucked major ass. Did nothing. Was in bed by ( Read more... )

Why is it that the only time I want to speak to my father is this time of year? I turned 20 yesterday. By now I thought I would be use to not getting a call or card from him. I hate the man. The last time I spoke to him was 4 days after my sweet sixteen and not even a happy birthday out of him. Talked to him for hours and I had to remind him of ( Read more... )

wow... I am not 20 and I do not feel any older then I felt the other day. My birthday sucked. I had to go to work. A lot of people there remembered and Joy anounced it over the air. Was mad because I did not want the whole store to know that it was my birthday. Got a really nice present from there. They got me the Bon Jovi disc collection. ( Read more... )

I once read about on how to be yourself. The book was very intersting. But, is there really a way to be yourself? This book is telling someone how to be themselfs. Or is it just a suggestion? Personally I feel I can never be myself because someone out there will not like me because I am to outgoing or I speak my mind. Or because I am loud. Or ( Read more... )

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Your Christmas is Most Like: National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation
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Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
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All American Kid
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