TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!

I talked to my biological mom. Like I heard her voice. It was absolutly amazing. I get to meet her in two weeks. I have waited my entire life for this and its happening. Like actaully happening. OMG i just want to cry and scream and smile. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

did you ever wake up one day and realize you like someone you never expected?

i have some decisions to make... I just dont want to make the wrong ones

I hate my coach
I wanna cry
oh wait
I am

oh yea we won our game
yippee

I SAW DREW!!! and his arm pits smelled nice. ;) and i went on a wonderful "date". kinda? maybe? well anyway i went to see Tristan and Isold and i cried. and then i got a kiss from a boy, well more like a lot of kisses, but he held my hand. It's the most romantic thing you can do, and he did it, and i was happy!

Did you ever have a day where everything just starting going bad? Yea well that was yesterday

i got sick in school, practice was a nightmare, my stuff got stolen from the locker room, amanda may hate me (not quite sure), boys sucks, can't use my cell phone, the boy i like doesn't like me back, or is playing me

i just give up

I hate life

umm... Merry Christmas

considering having a new years party at my house... i dont know... let me know what you think

and i take back the last entry, i feel no guilt!!!!

I'M HAPPY!!!

i made some choices
hoping it would help me
it did at the time...
but now,
i feel like a did something
wrong...
even though i didnt

i need to get over him
but its too hard

Why?

Why do i like him?
Do i really even like him?
Why is this so confusing?

mason people offficially suck! seriously! soooo much. our vball team had the CAAC tourni saturday and well we rocked at first (6-2) and then we knew we would end up in the gold division. well turns out we were at the bottom of gold, because mason coaches are dumb ( Read more... )