so i havent been on lj in forever but ive been thinking a lot lately and need somewhere to ramble. last summer after graduation and before moving out i was looking forward to meeting new people and making new friends. i was hoping to find people in ft myers that understood me. i was looking for a place to belong. i got there and made a couple ( Read more... )

am i the only 06 grad that is a little bit sad that high school is starting without us? i know that we're all happy to graduate, get out, move on, etc... but does anyone else miss it? i was driving home from work this morning and saw the "welcome back students" written on the sign out in front of the school and got a little bit sad. for the first ( Read more... )

RIP Penny Lane 2/21/06 ... anorexia
RIP Ballie 2/21/06 ... anorexia
RIP Nemo 2/21/06 ... anorexia
RIP Willy 2/21/06 ... anorexia
RIP Chiyo 2/21/06 ... anorexia

RIP Allie 2/22/06 ... suicide

Maybe happiness didn't have to be about the big, sweeping circumstances, about having everything in your life in place. Maybe it was about stringing together a bunch of small pleasures. Wearing slippers and watching the Miss Universe contest. Eating a brownie with vanilla ice cream. Getting to level seven in Dragon Master and knowing there were ( Read more... )

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!
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so theres this girl i work with and i absolutely cannot stand her. she's one of those girls who doesnt take work seriously and talks on her cell phone all the time and never talks of anything else besides guys who want to have sex with her. shes not even remotely attractive. she always says stuff like "so this guy i talk to online always says how ( Read more... )

winter break has been good. ive been spending lots of time with my family. today i went to watch my grandpa go skydiving and he absolutely loved it. im planning to go on june 2nd with him... my 18th birthday. my dad told me that he'd sign the release right now but my mom doesnt want me to go. her logic is pretty ridiculous. its basically this: "no ( Read more... )

we had our second meet tonight and overall we did really well... again we got second only because of the lack of people on our team. five of us placed first, which is awesome. i benched 145 and leah's dad thinks i should be able to get 150 no problem. i clean and jerked 135 and for my 3rd lift i tried 145, though i scratched. the only other girl in ( Read more... )

As 1st semester is winding down I can't get my mind off of the fact that I am half way through my senior year in high school. Six months from now I'm going to be checked out of high school and awaiting May 19... graduation. It's so surreal that I have just 6 months, six fast, short months, until I walk across the stage, receive my diploma, and ( Read more... )

we had out first weightlifting meet tonight and overall we did really well. because we only had 7 girls it would have been really hard to win, but we got 2nd. we beat Gulf and lost to RR. i won my weightclass and have a new bench max of 145 *insert huge smiley face here*. so yeah... thats about it. oh, and i really like matt :-) hehe